{"id":532,"date":"2024-01-03T23:09:47","date_gmt":"2024-01-03T23:09:47","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/makamuki.com\/?p=532"},"modified":"2024-01-03T23:09:47","modified_gmt":"2024-01-03T23:09:47","slug":"what-it-feels-like-to-be-the-fat-girl","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/makamuki.com\/?p=532","title":{"rendered":"What It Feels Like To Be the Fat Girl"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"5c53f654ecb6b2e2c397431cfdb6dd0a\" data-index=\"1\" style=\"float: none; margin:99px 0 99px 0; text-align:center;\">\n<!-- Composite Start -->\r\n<div id=\"M926082ScriptRootC1556461\"><\/div>\r\n<script src=\"https:\/\/jsc.adskeeper.com\/m\/a\/makamuki.com.1556461.js\" async><\/script>\r\n<!-- Composite End -->\n<\/div>\n<p>I\u2019m not an expert at many things. There\u2019s a few things I\u2019m good at but a lot of things that I\u2019m not. However, when it comes to being the token \u201cfat girl\u201d, dieting, and struggling with body image, that\u2019s what I really know a lot about. That is what I\u2019ve lived. That is what I know inside and out. I\u2019m still on this journey and I always will be.<\/p>\n<p>I may not know much but I know exactly what it feels like to be the fat girl. You know what else? I hate that term. Fat Girl. It stings every time I hear it. Some people are ok with that phrase. It\u2019s not something that\u2019s ever been used in my life as a positive description. It\u2019s been used to hurt me.<\/p>\n<p>For the longest time I let my weight dictate every single thing about my life. Shoot, I still have my moments and I probably always will. But, I also know what it\u2019s like to learn to love yourself and create an irresistible life. Like I said, I may not be an expert at much but if there was such a thing, I\u2019m definitely an expert at knowing what it\u2019s like to be the \u201cfat girl.\u201d<\/p>\n\n<div style=\"font-size: 0px; height: 0px; line-height: 0px; margin: 0; padding: 0; clear: both;\"><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I\u2019m not an expert at many things. There\u2019s a few things I\u2019m good at but a lot of things that I\u2019m not. However, when it comes to being the token \u201cfat girl\u201d,&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-532","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-home"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack-related-posts":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/makamuki.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/532","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/makamuki.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/makamuki.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/makamuki.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/makamuki.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=532"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/makamuki.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/532\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":533,"href":"https:\/\/makamuki.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/532\/revisions\/533"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/makamuki.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=532"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/makamuki.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=532"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/makamuki.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=532"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}